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Last Tuesday ,I decided to climb the hill west of our city ,fjor this decide ,i spend many days .the simple aim was that i should change my life ,not only about my job ,but my family.
At the foot of the hill,i caught sight of a girl, about thirty years old ,from her dressing, i guessed she was a foreigner and going to climb the hill too.at the moment i felt very pleasure,and was eargly to say hello to everybody .i waved my hand to her and cried “hi”.thought about the simpleness .i added : “nice to see you ”.
The girl turned the head and looked at me,smiled sweatly .the lazy sunshine of the afternoon become brightly at once .she said happily :“nice to see you too ! call me Daisy ,please .”
I keeped up with her .we all walked in normal speed .i knew people never make mistakes to say beautiful to a girl upon her face .
“What a pretty girl !”.i spoke without looking upon her “friends call me hunter ”,paused for a moment : “i trust we should have a good day ,shouldn’t we ?”
“right!”the girl called Daisy answered rapidly ,her smiling face made me so comfortable: “i find many chinese people smiles to me im the distance .but mostly avoided his sight at once. I know most of them can speak only little english,but i think ,we can espress our idea with simple words ,hand-words,and so on .do you think it so .just like this afternoon.no one who tried talking with me ”,she looked uponed me for a while ,“it’s for my ugly,or my language?”
“ha ha ha ”i could not help laughing “do you think it so ?no no,you don’t understand chinese people .let me tell you .it’s only because of your beautiful.chinese is a 含蓄 people .to them –of course execept me –it’s hard to face a beauty.they always say to themselves,like thus h! how beautiful! They are belongs to the famous men.they won’t 理睬me 根本!chinese people called it
自惭形秽.
“自惭形秽.”daisy repeatted lowedly and said “i know ,but i can’t understand. In fact ,to know about a 陌生人equralls to read a new interesting book.or watch a wonderful film.during the period ,we can gain many things .isn’t it ?” she touched my shoulder tendly :“only several minutes ,we’ve become good friends, havn’t we?”
“yes just like a beautiful daydream.” I answered the lucky was fallen down“i will tell everybody the story about you and me.daisy and hunter. A foreign beauty and a normal chinese men”
the sunshine was still wonderful .as for not a holiday,there was few people in the mountain.step to step,we both felt a little hot. Of cause ,like a mid-cenrury gentlemen. I give her a hand : “give me your 背包.ok ?
daisy caught my hand, her hand was so warm and soft “thanks.you looked like my eld brother .let’s go .i fell very well. And you?”
“me too!”
the trip was harder and harder,there was almost no road.we must smatched our hand 更紧地. I could heard her breath slightly. After all ,daisy was a young girl. Everytime i caught sight of her, i felt the world was beantiful.
“help yourselves to a rest !” i said “look ,there is a big stone .you may take it as a seat “ i refered to my 牛仔裤with my finger .“i decide to put my 屁股on the green ground.just like kiss the nature.”
Daisy laughed loudly.we sat down,and took out our drinker. “真爽”,daisy cried in chinese.i looked at her with a tend smile.“are you a teacher,or a lawyer?”quilkly i felt a little discomfortble. “lawyer is not a good words .isn’t it .am i make you anger.,sorry.”
“no no ,absolutely impossible.”daisy answered “we call ‘lawyer’ a concept word. Today ,many wjjord have got a newly 含义. Just like lawyer, negro,...,and so on. by the way ,tell me your job ,ok?”
“of course!i’m a student .as a casher working in a bank, i felt i’m a failure .so i back to the college now .in fact ,i don’t know where should i go .but one thing is clear to me :i can’t keep upon my life like before.”
Silence fallen down at once.daisy falled in her 沉思 too . i shook my head and said “my little son like sing a simple song .i don’t know whether you have heard it in your childhood.”
“oh ,isn’t it ?sing it for me please.”
Daisy looked at me eargly .in her sighr ,i caught something like the 潮水. It’s near the darkness, the sunshine was hardly be felt . on top of the hill,the wind made a heavily noise.(呼啸声)
I searched the song words in my mind in for a mement .then i began to sing it in a low voice “one two three four five ,once i got a fish alive.six seven eight nine ten ,then i let it go again.....”
Daisy listened carefully . suddenly she broke out a loud laugh “one two three four five,一二三四五,我抓到了一条小鱼 six seven ...六七八九十,我又let it go.又给了它FREEDOM.you chinese are both 绿色和平人士.even children know it’s kind to protect the animals.”
Without reasons,i laughed loudely like her .daisy sang it again lift up her voice“one two three four five ,once ....” in the empty hill,our voice arrived the distance.
During the singing,daisy was like my nasty son very much. I couldn’t 隐瞒 my deeply love fulling in my chest. ,i caught her hand ,and drew her into my chest gently.
Daisy stopped her singing,looked at me with smile , closed to me tightly. I put up her handsome face,said in whisper “daisy,you made me crazy.”i 触碰her face with my nose “we must go back now.we’ve got a good day.”
Daisy said gently “we’ve become a pair of good friends .oh ,my fish ,i like you “paused for a little while “I will remember today forever!”she wrapped my 腰tightly.we keeped silence for a long time .forgot all the darkness and the cold. Suddenly ,daisy kissed me repidly,then the second diss,deeply and slowly. “i love you ”she said .i could feel her 颤抖.researched for her warmly lips,我的脑中一片晕眩.
“daisy ,i love you too.”i said ,fulled with sadness in my voice“but this is a daydream”
“no .not a daydream.you see ,we have got a fish alive.and we’d better let it go again. Dear hunter ,we don’t want to become a fish live in the 鱼缸,do we ?”
I smiled happily .i kissed daisy tendly .time and time
天完全黑了.我们相拥着下山.perhaps we will not meet again,but in our mind ,in our memery,there would be a song singing forever “one two three four five ,once i got a fish alive,six seven eight nine ten,then i let it go again.then i let it go again,then i let it go again......”
附:说起来可能很难让你相信,这篇小说只是一个梦,前几天下午太累了,在床上睡着了,梦里情形跟小说基本一样,能跟FOREIGNER 交流,还较流畅.从"NEGRO""LAWYER"两词的地方可以感觉混乱无章.全篇可能有好多语法或拼写错误.望点拨.
最近心里很不平静,知道自己目前真的不开心.心境和经济都很窘迫,老婆也很失望.不知道我需要些什么?我总觉得自己迟早要做个自由写作人,可是想写些东西又觉得没有前途,大概还是才情不够,产量太小.也从来没有发表过什么.在这一点上谁能帮助我一下吗?
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